I don't think this is random that whilst I am looking to start a new healing modality, this page pops up instead before I make yet another mistake.
I really ought to question EVERY single healing modality out there now. Although it seems to have helped me massively, I can't be too sure what the actual channel is, since someone else began sending healing to me on Tuesday/Wednesday (without my being consciously aware of it at all! The universe is truly mysterious and bizarre.).
I have been seeking something that seems missing in all I have done previously and people who would complement me in my journey, and somehow don't seem to be satisfied. It is for the most part, the obstacles that keep me from my own higher self, I am aware. So sometimes it feel that even the crystals aren't working, which isn't the case at all.
I really ought to question EVERY single healing modality out there now. Although it seems to have helped me massively, I can't be too sure what the actual channel is, since someone else began sending healing to me on Tuesday/Wednesday (without my being consciously aware of it at all! The universe is truly mysterious and bizarre.).
I have been seeking something that seems missing in all I have done previously and people who would complement me in my journey, and somehow don't seem to be satisfied. It is for the most part, the obstacles that keep me from my own higher self, I am aware. So sometimes it feel that even the crystals aren't working, which isn't the case at all.
I
pray that the confusion lifts and those who are genuinely able to guide
and help and help me to start healing again, come forward.
Someone told me they were willing for me to become their disciple a few days ago. I was like, nah. Been there, done that, didn't get a chakra clearing stick or t shirt, neither :p
May we all be able to step into our spiritual power. Especially now the entire UK will change considerable, we need to be strong within to withstand everything that is to transpire. And to create a different reality from that the collective is putting focus on.
Your soul is the most important thing, it is YOU.
Do not treat it lightly and follow someone else promising salvation.
Question EVERYONE and EVERYTHING multiple times, as people shift like the sands in Ibiza. Ethical and authentic one day, and gone off the rails the next.
We've all done it in varying capacities as humans, so why would any human be any different? Power is power, very attractive.
Even I admit it.... there is a real temptation in acquiring high and profound levels of spiritual power. Maybe that is why I still have blocked my abilities. Not wishing to even know what they are, yet alone activate them. I am aware of the chaos that ensues, and we are observing it today.
Instead of peace, we find and create chaos. For kicks.
And then the disciples get distracted from their individual spiritual path and become dependent. Or wax poetic about someone and a system they ought to be critiquing and questioning.
We all can do all of it by ourselves. That will always be a truth. If the person has found their path and way to connect, then you definitely can as well. it will be uniquely yours, but you have to put in some effort.
And if you're in the wrong room, thank God that you are now aware of it and not blaming yourself for any inadequacies, but that perhaps it's the room that's a bit askew now.
Also, I realised that I don't need to connect with guides and angels. I've been doing it all wrong (for me). Connection was always, always DIRECTY to God. No middle persons or entities allowed.
See, I always knew that and yet I forgot it along the meandering path to nowhere.
https://thetahealingfraud.wordpress.com/npd-narcissistic-personality-disorder/
- Sukaina Juma, 26/06/2016
Someone told me they were willing for me to become their disciple a few days ago. I was like, nah. Been there, done that, didn't get a chakra clearing stick or t shirt, neither :p
May we all be able to step into our spiritual power. Especially now the entire UK will change considerable, we need to be strong within to withstand everything that is to transpire. And to create a different reality from that the collective is putting focus on.
Your soul is the most important thing, it is YOU.
Do not treat it lightly and follow someone else promising salvation.
Question EVERYONE and EVERYTHING multiple times, as people shift like the sands in Ibiza. Ethical and authentic one day, and gone off the rails the next.
We've all done it in varying capacities as humans, so why would any human be any different? Power is power, very attractive.
Even I admit it.... there is a real temptation in acquiring high and profound levels of spiritual power. Maybe that is why I still have blocked my abilities. Not wishing to even know what they are, yet alone activate them. I am aware of the chaos that ensues, and we are observing it today.
Instead of peace, we find and create chaos. For kicks.
And then the disciples get distracted from their individual spiritual path and become dependent. Or wax poetic about someone and a system they ought to be critiquing and questioning.
We all can do all of it by ourselves. That will always be a truth. If the person has found their path and way to connect, then you definitely can as well. it will be uniquely yours, but you have to put in some effort.
And if you're in the wrong room, thank God that you are now aware of it and not blaming yourself for any inadequacies, but that perhaps it's the room that's a bit askew now.
Also, I realised that I don't need to connect with guides and angels. I've been doing it all wrong (for me). Connection was always, always DIRECTY to God. No middle persons or entities allowed.
See, I always knew that and yet I forgot it along the meandering path to nowhere.
https://thetahealingfraud.wordpress.com/npd-narcissistic-personality-disorder/
- Sukaina Juma, 26/06/2016
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