When the path ignites a soul...

 

 

When reclaiming back your light, allow it to happen. Fully. It has been a difficult and challenging time. As it states in mystical texts and and is discussed in quiet tones at gatherings, those who know, know... and there are different levels of knowledge.

This knowledge and wisdom comes after a lot of shaving down of the falsity of our humanity, and the wounds take time to heal.

Surely there is light.

If there is a sun, and there are a billion sunbeams, is the sunbeam the sun, or is it separate from Source?

Why would those of us who shine the brightest, feel the weakest, and be constantly under-rated? If it through humility and humbleness, then let that be clear to us - but if it is through a deep sense of low self worth and esteem, then let that be healed fully this year, and at this time.

There are constant missiles and arrows that interfere with our unity awareness, with our most profound relationships, with our right to amazing health and alignment, and with other areas of our existence. My multidimensional soul really wants to experience the mess, the chaos, the lack, the obstacles, the stuckness... until all of a sudden, it said enough is enough.

I could lament (again) about the wasted years, opportunities, the amount of disempowerment each soul allows itself to go through to express polarity and duality, all manifest from the Creator.

But - if you are constantly irritated by each rub, HOW will your diamond be polished?

I am currently reading a book about mysticism, and it speaks about the Sufi desire for edep (adab). The more that shines through divine light, the less we to speak and make noise.

Constantly clear, and allow goodness to bless and grace your entire being, your pores. Ask for a better today in the now. Ask for true harmonisation of masculine and feminine energies inside of you with a gentleness and love that only God can give, when asked.

Ask for protection in these times, and for true guidance to those whose company others crave whilst they are alive, and who are truly mourned once they depart into the Light.

May we all open our hearts to pray for each other's best. And remember that respect and compassion and love and allowance are so important, along with generosity of Spirit and temperance.
 

I find it difficult to cultivate because of where I live and the energies I need to interact with, but there is hope I can hold my own energy and not be affected by the tides of people and of circumstances.

All of this is written on a sleepless caffeine high.

Also, always trust and be curious with your intuition, your gut when it tells you something - even with loved ones. Because each is a teacher of light and dark, and each has a varying degree of stuff they are dealing with. Including you yourself.

And these are even more crazy times. May we survive and thrive. Because, why not?

And those of us who still took our lives personally, and I am a culprit of this perceived victimhood, forgot that we are nothing and yet everything, individual in our collectivity.

And we CHOOSE this.

May our dormant DNA and RNA be activated, and our intelligence be awakened to full capacity - so we can see and perceive that which has been blocked from us for centuries.

Each of us has the potential to full awakening according to our abilities.

Same sun, different sunbeam.

Same Source and Creator, different souls in the sun.

Remember to question the unquestionable, and remember to be very careful with whom you trust with your spiritual life and energy.

The right person is that who is humble, generous, dwn to earth, grounded, filled with Love, intelligent, wise,and encouraging - and is nothing inside but a vessel and messenger.

They will never be perfect, but you can not mistake the light and their status - light befriends light, and we are attracted like honeybees to nectar.

Divine intervention welcome

The thing about life is that you need support and you need to be connected to the love frequency. The Creator is the one who loves you the most, and you can never escape from that love and mercy, even when the darkness overtakes you.

And it constantly overtakes you. Because you are in a human body, in a human life and right now, things are so crazy, we all are so strong to still wake up in the morning - we didn't give up and remain in the astral at night.

The energy in Canada is different from the energy in London. After a long time, since I was in Turkey last year, I felt I could BREATHE - there was SPACE. I couldn't live in Toronto because there is no sea and it's all concrete and highways for miles everywhere you go - I did a good job surviving the four years I was there.

But the vibe is different - and the people are slightly more animated, if at the same time I could see the programming and the constraints.

For God knows what reasons, I missed out on dinner with my cousins, and ended up meeting people I really didn't want to meet - they triggered off something still inside of me known as low self worth and self esteem - my auric field was weak. And so things happened as they did.

But when God destines a respite from the madness, He destines it. Someone who surprised us ended up being my anchor. An oasis of calm and of light and of love.

It might not always be the case, but I have experienced what life looks like in another person's world. With family who love, who care, who are giving, generous and don't let the small stuff bog them down.

I will need to make my own family, rather than borrow other people's families...
I need to create my own life rather than live out vicariously through others...

"You're taking longer to get ready than the bride!"
"I'm out of practice, and I live my life vicariously through others. This is possibly the closest I'll get to getting married."

Who knows? That's not the end game - the end game is love, affection, companionship - not a blank, empty, dark sceptre by my bedside every night, egging me on to cry more helpless tears of loneliness.

Whatever has blocked us, may that all be removed.

When even the angels say enough is enough, that means divine intervention is now very welcome.

I have been unable to speak for a while, and some may see me as majnoon, but that's a precursor to wisdom.

“Don’t turn away. Keep your gaze on the bandaged place. That’s where the light enters you.” - Rumi

“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens.” - Rumi0

“Your hand opens and closes, opens and closes. If it were always a fist or always stretched open, you would be paralysed. Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expanding, the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as birds' wings.”
― Rumi0

“There is a secret medicine given only to those who hurt so hard they can't hope.
The hopers would feel slighted if they knew.”
― Rumi0

Only the Creator has full knowledge of the affairs of us lot